devout

if you hate every day of your life, are you supposed to thank God that you wake up each morning?

its kind of a good philosophical question. some people automatically assume being alive another day means that God has made this special decision to keep you alive, as a gift to you because he is so loving and benevolent.

but does that make sense? If you are a great Christian, isn't it better to go to heaven? if you are miserable, and don't know why you get up every morning, wouldn't it be better to go to heaven?

is it really worst to go to hell, than to be depressed, or handicapped, or have PTSD, or be alone your whole life, and generally live an unhappy life? the problem with being on Earth, is that you can maintain HOPE the entire time that things will get better, and you could never achieve anything better. once you've landed in hell, all you have to do is accept you will be there for eternity?

or is this the hell you must procede through before everyone eventually goes to heaven