its done

its done. i'm crying in joy, as the weight raises off of me. finally.

not really quite sure what the point of this past year was; and was definitely the worst i've had; but its damn good to be through it

returned

back into the swing of things.

not so tired anymore, everything rolls smooth for the time being.
have mass confusion approaching, I know. I am in the eye of the storm right now.

a few more days, then I have a 3 week struggle to the end of this tunnel. keep me safe, if you are there

flesh

to feel relaxed. great.

done some good things. need to take it easier this week. recover. get ready to finish strong. wow this really does help the morale thing

on a spaceship

back in the homeland for a couple weeks. immediately reminded of what the homeland is like. i'm next to the womens volleyball team from Ball State, on their way back up to indiana. unfotunately, i can hear them talking. they are fun to look at, but i'm sure I will soon be tired of looking at skinny bleach-blonde airheads very soon. just like i was before. they all pull out their apple macbooks in unison, and instantly my customary american prejudices begin to flow from my heart and into my brain as readily as any oxygenated drop of blood. and now i dislike them.

well, they were pretty fun to look at though.

over

i think America is going to end.
not the world. america

there are so many stupid and lazy people in america
as a group, we make so many idiotic decisions
everyone is a follower
everyone does stuff to be cool, whether it makes sense or not


blah blah support the troops blah blah. not enough interested people protesting to actually stop a pointless war, since it makes some people very rich. the ipad, the iphone, and the macbook. hybrid SUVs. 36 inch rims. nikki minaj and lady gaga. did i mention the ipad?

understand

why do you act so stupid?

imagine this: bob tells jim that he hates sandwiches.
jim calls bob up and talks for 45 minutes about a sandwich he bought today.

why are you so annoying? worst, why do i keep trying to be associated with you?

i'm a misanthrope.
i will find a reason to hate something about every person i ever know.

house

things are starting to get boring and slow. this smallpox vaccination is the worst.

another time where it would have benefitted me more to disobey than to obey

not much good reason to anything i do nowadays